Loves: Pat, Kayden, pink, stars, purses, designer clothing, monkeys, care bears, wisers deluxe, summer, cosmo, sex in the city, babies, chocolate, square dishes, rubber bracelets, candles, nail polish
Hates: busy signals, stop signs, winter, junkies, liars,
Zodiac: Libra (09/30/84)
Buddies:
patw-21
sistercookie
fergie
oursecrets
naomiw21
blueskiess
kaydenjames
To Close to you!
2004-09-08 @ 2:12 p.m. .
I almost want to cry, I’m so much in love with you and I don’t know why. I can feel the tears building up in my eyes, your not here, and I don’t have anywhere to hide.
I feel that I’m not good enough, and that’s why you’re sad. Because maybe you made a mistake. Please never hurt me. It will be too much to take. Are you really happy? Or are you just being fake? Just tell me, so I don’t have to worry anymore. I don’t want to ever loose you and if letting you go, is the way let me know. I can’t believe that you still think about her. After all the shit she put you through. Why? It hurts a lot to think you would rather be with her, than me and maybe that’s not it. But that’s how I feel. I’m crying now, this is too much to take. Maybe being friends was better. So go ahead and sweep her off her feet. Never in my life have I worried about being broken. And its because I hold you so close to me, right now you’re the only one that makes me happy and you’re the only one I want to make me happy. I feel really stupid. Do you care? But I care about you too much to watch you walk away. FUCK I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT TO SAY!
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