Totally stressed! No more games! I’m gonna change what you call rage tear this mother fucking roof off like two dogs caged. I’m not one to handle drama and stress well. Right now I’m stuck asking myself why I’m still here! There was so much that I wanted to do. But all of that has faded away. Why should I stay? I guess it’s because of you, I wanted to help you the best way I could. I think I’ve done a pretty good job so far. You’re the only one I care about right now, when I hug you I feel safe. But now I feel like I’m not helping myself. And I think that you will be ok. Sometimes I want to run away, maybe someday! When I think about all the things I wanted for myself and then think of what I have, makes me want to break down and die (almost) Life has a way of screwing you over and over and over again. I feel like giving up. Although I know I won’t. I’m a way stronger person. I’m scared, sad and lonely all at one time. There so much I want to say, but I’m to scared to say it. This is why I don’t do this. I was scared to say yes, now ’Sitting alone doesn’t make me feel any better. So much for my happy ending!

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