Loves: Pat, Kayden, pink, stars, purses, designer clothing, monkeys, care bears, wisers deluxe, summer, cosmo, sex in the city, babies, chocolate, square dishes, rubber bracelets, candles, nail polish
Hates: busy signals, stop signs, winter, junkies, liars,
Zodiac: Libra (09/30/84)
Buddies:
patw-21
sistercookie
fergie
oursecrets
naomiw21
blueskiess
kaydenjames
Tell me how u feel?
2004-03-01 @ 7:41 p.m. .
unexpected vistors,unexpected times,unexpected feelings,unexpected lies.We have done this before and u keep comin back for more.it feels so right even when i know its wrong.You sucked me in and it wasnt expected,u've lied to me but i accepted, i dont know how u feel,but to me it feels real..i promised my self that i wouldnt fall...but i feel myself letting go. I dont want u to know,what u have been doin to me..but when u hold me tight i know that u too can see it's right.so why tha struggle?please tell me how u feel...i dont know how much longer i can deal.at the begining we were jus friends,but everyone pretends.So tell me how this is gonna end? im scared. for all the right reasons.My mind is messed becuz of people like u. Sometimes i feel like i dont know u,and other times i feel like i own u. I get jealous becuz of sum of tha things u say.i wish u show up today.
agian another messed entry..but to me it all makes sence!!!
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