Loves: Pat, Kayden, pink, stars, purses, designer clothing, monkeys, care bears, wisers deluxe, summer, cosmo, sex in the city, babies, chocolate, square dishes, rubber bracelets, candles, nail polish

Hates: busy signals, stop signs, winter, junkies, liars,

Zodiac: Libra (09/30/84)



Buddies:
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fergie
oursecrets
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Poem!
2002-11-09 @ 8:05 p.m. .


have you ever felt like you want to get away

have you ever felt like you dont want to stay

you just want to leave and never look back

no matter what your leaving behind

you have to leave this time

you have been waiting so long for this day

when you can just walk away

away from your problems, away from your fears

away from what have been plaiging you for all these years

but then you have doubts

it is like leaving everything behind

but what can you do???

you have needs too

you have been in pain for years before

so your ready to shut the door

were will you end up???

you don't know

but it dosn't matter

aslong as you get what you have been waiting for

you'll be fine

so you leave and never look back

hoping that finally your life will be on the right track

you meet new people, you make new friends

your gonna start all over agian

everything is going fine

untill you crash

you got caught up in it agian

you thought everything was in line

now everything is going fast

your back on the wrong track

what do you do???

you know if you stay

you'll keep goin the wrong way

but it feels so right

this has been a part of your life

you know it is wrong

this isn't were you belong

you have a future to think about

your only 18

but you start doing things that you would never thoguht you would do

now your messed up in it even more then you used to

till one night you were out partying with your friends

you were still back at it agian

you went home everything was fine

you were sittin on the bed

then you felt a sharp pain in your head

it went from your head right down to your spine

then you knew everything wasn't fine

you were getting dizzy and started to shake

you think to your self how many did i take??/



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